Let the roller-coaster ride begin, once more
it comes again, again!
oh no!


i don't want to feel like this again
the worse part is when self denial ceases
and the conscious mind never fails to capture
every tiny detail
and then proceed, within a breath, before you know it,
to blow them all exaggeratedly out of proportion
and then refuses to let you unravel the reality
from the imagination in your mind

this sucks
i don't want to feel like this
excited, then hopeful
taking every opportunity to stalk the subject
memorizing very insignificant detail
giggly, then sighing
and ultimately, disappointed

when nothing happens, once more

this time the catch is much bigger,
less crazy
and has already admitted amazement at our spontaneity
still, is that enough.

hello nus. looks like school life is back, huh